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I am so tired. I don’t feel bad anymore, I’m just exhausted. I’m glad I’m finally over the bronchitis but I don’t know when this damn lupus flare is going to let up. Ugh. 

I wanted to write or draw but I think I am just gonna go to bed. I just wish I didn’t feel so guilty for not being creative and using my evenings in some meaningful way. 

I miss talking to my friends on Skype, too. :(

I don’t mean to whine, but this flare is really kicking my ass. I was in remission for so long I think I took it for granted. 

vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod: onehalfdime: the-apex-predator: askhnyanduxie: spiritlordmadison: danirawrus: http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826 This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever. I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this. ((This needs to be here.)) omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible. This is me. This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me. Ffffff trying not to cry.
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vixyhoovesmod:

onehalfdime:

the-apex-predator:

askhnyanduxie:

spiritlordmadison:

danirawrus:

http://pirate-mutt.deviantart.com/art/My-characters-are-like-337473826

This is one of the most beautiful and true things ever.

I will not lie, i am tearing up after seeing this.

((This needs to be here.))

omfg. literally crying. i have always seen my characters as my family and imagined them there with me and they have power like no one else does. because they are a part of your mind, and so when your character tries to raise your self-esteem, or help you out with a relationship problem, etc., it’s actually you doing that. but your mind puts your thoughts in the facade of a character that helps you be more comfortable with it. your fucking mind solves its own problems when it knows you don’t want to listen to yourself by using a back door method and establishing those traits in your characters. it is freaking incredible.

This is me.

This is one of the few few things I will always reblog, because it shows me im not alone with how my characters are to me.

Ffffff trying not to cry.

felonykat

felonykat asked:

Zwitter

Here’s a character I haven’t thought about in a while.

I made her in 2002, I think, and she was inspired by the Rammstein song of the same name. (Mutter was a very inspirational album for me, don’t judge me!) Zwitter was her first name, but eventually I started calling her Gisela.

She’s one of my few characters that is actually a parent. She has a daughter (a clone, really) named Mina and an alcoholic cat named Gertrude. XD

She started off as a military experiment to create the ultimate warrior. Which I thought was a pretty cool idea until I realized that I basically created the female version of Wolverine. XD I played her a a lot in various RP’s but they were only one-on-one games. I never officially submitted her to any of the RP’s I was in because she seemed to violate the rules in one way or another (be it her confused gender or her species.) So, unfortunately she got shelved many years ago.

I have thought about resurrecting her! Because I really do like this character, but I would need to re-write her history.

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